#REACHING #UP #TO CRADLE #HIS HEAD #I CANT #DO THIS????? #FUCK #HIS LITTLE SMILE #god it’s like #he has finally realized everything merlin has done for him #he already believed merlin was one of the bravest and most loyal friends he ever knew and now he realizes merlin is a thousand times more…#more than he ever imagined #and now he’s dying in the arms of the man who he’s realized has been keeping him alive all these years #and this is the first time #EVER #that merlin can’t save him #but arthur is just thankful #he knows it’s too late this time #he knows merlin has done all he could both right now and throughout their years together #and these are his last moments alive#and the only thing on his mind #is how thankful he is that merlin was there all those years #and how glad he is to have had merlin at all #he knows merlin can’t save him now but he’s grateful beyond words for all the times he did.
